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		<title>I was going to wait for the OVA, but Owen‚Äî</title>
		<link>http://not.dotq.org/2008/05/09/i-was-going-to-wait-for-the-ova-but-owen%e2%80%94/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 10 May 2008 02:02:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>lolikitsune</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8230; it looks like the gig&#8217;s up. Owen and I were having a heated discussion following my reading of and commenting on his latest post&#8212;one about the unforgivably terrible TV series &#8220;Lucky‚òÜStar.&#8221; Eventually, the conversation degenerated into this: [...] 5:50:54 PM lolikitsune: [...] different strokes for different folks 5:50:54 PM Owen S: yeah 5:50:58 PM [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8230; it looks like the gig&#8217;s up.</p>
<p><span id="more-281"></span>Owen and I were having a heated discussion following my reading of and commenting on his <a href="http://omaemo.dasaku.net/2008/05/09/the-lucky-star-ova-slice-of-life-comedy-for-dummies-or-how-to-not-suck-at-anime-appraisal-this-summer/">latest post</a>&mdash;one about <a href="http://minoru-dan.dotq.org/about/index.php?n=About.LuckyStar">the unforgivably terrible TV series &#8220;Lucky‚òÜStar.&#8221;</a> Eventually, the conversation degenerated into this:</p>
<blockquote><p><i>[...]</i><br />
5:50:54 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#733;">lolikitsune</span>: [...] different strokes for different folks<br />
5:50:54 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: yeah<br />
5:50:58 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#733;">lolikitsune</span>: for example you like lucky star<br />
5:50:59 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#733;">lolikitsune</span>: i don&#8217;t ;)<br />
5:51:08 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: you wrote that you did<br />
5:51:10 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: I checked the archives<br />
5:51:11 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#733;">lolikitsune</span>: ?!<br />
5:51:12 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: you fucking liar<br />
5:51:16 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#733;">lolikitsune</span>: that was SARCASM<br />
5:51:19 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#733;">lolikitsune</span>: you fucking DIPSHIT<br />
5:51:21 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: under your rake-star category<br />
5:51:26 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: FUCK YOU YOU TSUNDERE LIAR<br />
5:51:29 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: FUCK YOU<br />
5:51:31 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#733;">lolikitsune</span>: are you ever going to pass Reading Comprehension?!<br />
5:51:33 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: YOU SAID YOU LIKED EPISODE 11<br />
5:51:35 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: SERIOUSLY, TOO<br />
5:51:43 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: IT WAS A MAJIME NA LOLIKIT THING TOO<br />
5:51:44 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: FUCK YOU<br />
5:51:45 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: FUCK<br />
5:51:46 PM <span style="font-weight:bold;color:#373;">Owen S</span>: YOU
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<p>I checked <a href="http://not.dotq.org/?cat=48">my archives</a> like Owen suggested, and lo and behold: <a href="http://not.dotq.org/?p=237">there it was</a>!</p>
<blockquote><p>Lucky Star 11&mdash;alright. Alright. <em>I&#8217;m sorry</em>. There it is. I&#8217;m admitting my mistake, just as predicted by the comment-leavers on my first Lucky Star post. Yes, I enjoy the show. I skip the OP every time and enjoy the jokes, and the dad is awesome. Kona&#8217;s dad that is. And yeah, I mean it. He&#8217;s awesome. It&#8217;s always the dads&mdash;Bleach, Shuffle!, Tsubasa Chronicle, Romeo x Juliet&#8230; it&#8217;s always the dads.</p></blockquote>
<p>It makes sense that this went unnoticed and that I managed to keep up my Lucky Star hating thing. At the time I made this post, 100% of my fans thought this blog was dead. I was on hiatus on <a href="http://animenano.com">ANO</a> and I wasn&#8217;t active in IRC. I had previously declared my intention to leave the aniblogosphere. Except that&#8230; wait&#8230; is that some Owen in the comments? It is! </p>
<p>Alright. *</p>
<p>I can admit my mistakes.</p>
<p>I can accept that the gig&#8217;s up.</p>
<p>Yeah, I liked Lucky Star. No, I won&#8217;t concede on the points made in my <a href="/?p=210">landmark Lucky Star post</a>. They still stand. Just, Lucky Star turned out to be enjoyable. The comedy was decent and the slice of life aspect&mdash;while I won&#8217;t agree 100% with Owen on the count&mdash;was present and pleasant. Kyoto Animation is still a gaggle of prostitutes, Ayu is still <abbr title="someone like me who preaches The History of Love really needs to get over something like this">an impossibility</abbr>, Haruhi is still total shit. And I won&#8217;t apologize.</p>
<p>Lucky Star was enjoyable. For Minoru and <em>his</em> Lucky Channel. For Minoru and his ED song and dance routines. For the non-self-referential parodies that were funny. For the little tidbits that made me smile.</p>
<p>* <i>That&#8217;s not fucking alright!!!</i></p>
<p>Owen, <a href="http://not.dotq.org/?p=256">you adorable fuck</a>, you played me. You took me like some kind of passive object and stuck your prodding devices into my beproddation sockets. You knew all along&#8230; you knew all along that I liked Lucky Star. And yet you refer to arguments of mine&mdash;that I probably didn&#8217;t make! And yet you refer to the critic me&mdash;who probably doesn&#8217;t exist! You fooled me, and you fooled me well. Somehow, reinforced by your insistence that I was wrong about Lucky Star, my absent-minded trolling metamorphosed into a conviction that I loathed Lucky Star, that you knew I loathed it, that I loathed it, that you knew that, that I sucked at defending my points, that I hated Lucky Star and that maybe that was because I say the same thing over and over again with decreasing levels of coherences?!</p>
<p>Look.</p>
<p>The point is: don&#8217;t do that shit.</p>
<p>Don&#8217;t fuck with me. I&#8217;ll fuck you back and you&#8217;ll learn to fear it. I&#8217;m not even legal yet, you know. I&#8217;ll make you the perpetrator. I&#8217;ll make you suffer. I&#8217;ll tarnish your family name for generations. Just. Just remember that. I know I&#8217;m kind of slow sometimes&#8230; okay, maybe extremely slow&#8230; but that does <i>not</i> give you an okay to screw with me! I internalize stuff easily, you know!!</p>
<p>Anyway.</p>
<p>You win. You fucking <i>win</i>, okay? Just. Just leave me alone. <a href="http://dotq.org/tt">T_T</a></p>
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		<title>Last Words</title>
		<link>http://not.dotq.org/2008/04/01/last-words/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 17:38:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>lolikitsune</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I realized way too late that my allegedly final post on this site lacked any kind of impact. So now I&#8217;m making an ultimate final post, acknowledging that yes, I am shutting the site down again. But with an added bit of info: I have always loved Suzumiya Haruhi. There are no words for her [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I realized way too late that my allegedly final post on this site lacked any kind of impact. So now I&#8217;m making an ultimate final post, acknowledging that yes, I am shutting the site down again. But with an added bit of info:</p>
<p><i>I have always loved Suzumiya Haruhi.</i></p>
<p>There are no words for her beauty, both of mind and body. As such, I do not have any.</p>
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		<title>Confessions of a Harutard&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://not.dotq.org/2007/04/01/confessions-of-a-harutard/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 01 Apr 2007 17:19:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>lolikitsune</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s true. My abuse is the purest form of love. I may look like a normal guy, but actually, I like Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It&#8217;s true. My abuse is the purest form of love.</p>
<p>I may look like a normal guy, but <i>actually</i>, I like Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu.</p>
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